Delayed- but detailed...
Pre Race:
Apart from losing my brand new goggles and having to find my spare pair, the morning went by fine.
The Swim
Having slipped away from my friends and team mates to cross the timing mat on the beach and start on my own, I was ready. I was a little concerned about the old back up goggles, but I tried not to think about that. The music was loud and exciting, contrasting with the aura of nervous anticipation enveloping the thick crowd. I observed the excitement, concentration, anxiety on the faces of other wetsuit clad athletes staring out at the ocean. I watched the calm looking waters, gazing out towards the buoys placed far out into the horizon and I thought about everything I’d been through to get to this point: the hours of training, the time commitments, the sacrifices, the injuries & the toughest training days. Of course I was nervous, but I was prepared and I knew it. When the grandness of the situation got to me a little, I chatted with a nice women next to me. “Who’s going to be an ironman today?” came out on the loudspeaker and we all cheered. At this point I was jumping up and down, so incredibly happy to have even made it to the starting line. Of course I was nervous, but I was working to channel that energy towards a strong start. I used a lot of “self talk” and continued to reflect upon everything I’d gone through and all the people in my life that helped me to make it to this point and I just wanted to hear that starting gun.
T1
I spent too much time here. I really didn’t want to get on that bike. I had a great volunteer stay with me the whole time. She even helped me put on my arm warmers and socks. I had packed my things in 2 large ziplock bags- one “must have” for my dry shorts, tri top, socks, sun block, cycling shoes and one “might want.” This way, I was able to have the mental security of all the extra junk (spare socks, spare tube, leg warmers) with out slowing myself down by digging through all the unnecessary gear. The volunteer was fantastic. I was also happy I’d rehearsed my T1 in the hotel before so I didn’t try to put on my glasses before my sun block, or my watch before my arm warmers. Dressing went smooth. It was the sitting and chatting with the volunteer I could have eliminated to make it faster. I was out of there in around 10 minutes. I saw my fans- the parents, in laws and Nick cheering me on as I headed toward the bike.
Bike
There was a lot of crowding on the road. Generally, we all tried to do the right thing and not draft, but sometimes I wondered if we were all too close to each other, in clusters- at least for the first 50 miles. Even if I dropped back, I’d just fall into a different group of riders. However, there was a lot of camaraderie out there and the volunteers were extremely nice. I ran into a few other Tri Girls through the day, which was always a good pick me up, even when they zoomed past me!
Once I got to mile 80, the ride became exciting and the miles seemed to fly by. Around mile 106, I was ready to get off though. I began singing out loud, the last 2 miles and continued singing, just to keep my mental focus and spirits up until finally, it was time to get off the bike. Patty, was volunteering here and she took my bike for me. She’s got this wonderful exuberant personality, so seeing her was very uplifting. I looked at my watch and realized I had 8 hours to complete the marathon. I was definitely going to be an ironman!
T2 Fairly easy transition, yet it took me 8 minutes. I was being too cautious.
The Run
This was by far my favorite part of the entire day. I love to run. I was surprised by how gross my stomach still felt from the carbo pro and how slow my pace was, but I forged on. I chatted with a lot of people. I found some of my friends along the course. My foot started hurting almost immediately (top left, near the toe). I bargained internally that I couldn’t have advil until mile 10. No, I gave in and had advil at mile 5. I did my best to block out the pain. The adrenaline from the day, the other racers and the crowd helped a lot.
The crowd was wild. During the first lap, we encountered some strange drunk people all dressed up. I remember one drunk guy shouting “ You’re an animal!” which made me laugh and run a little taller. Whenever I felt a little sluggish, or my foot bothered me, I repeated the phrase in my head and it turned around the bad mood. It became dark very fast. I grabbed a glow stick coming out of the park. It was so uplifting to run with this thing since it reminded me of those adorable days back at Rollerworld as a child. Nothing like a little nostalgia during the marathon leg of an IM. Any distraction from the pain is helpful!
I was also glad I’d kept a headlamp clipped to my race # belt. The head strap was in my special needs bag which I picked up at the turnaround. As you may recall, I learned a big lesson about running in the dark back in May (and have a permanent dent in my thigh as a reminder). Seeing my cheering squad at the turnaround was exciting. Alternating between hot chicken broth and cold caffeinated coke at the aid stations on the 2nd loop was delicious. I ran most of the time at a nice, steady pace with walk breaks through the aid stations. About 2 miles from the finish, most people were walking. I caught up with a guy running a nice 10 min mile clip and chatted a bit. “Its so nice to find someone else still running.” He said he hated to disappoint, but he was about to walk. “I said, well you could walk now, or just walk when you finish in two miles. We are too close to walk” It worked, I had an instant running buddy to get me to the finish. We both walked the last aid station, then picked up the pace again. Having that company to pull through to the finish was great. It was dark and lonely for a long stretch. Then suddenly, we hit that last aid station and people started to cheer. I saw a group of veteran IMFL Tri girls tailgating along the way and they were shouting, “You’re an ironman!” I was just beaming. I was so close! Then, we turned the corner and the music was loud, the lights were bright and the crowd was thick on both sides. My “buddy” picked up his pace and dashed ahead, which was fine because who wants company in their finisher photo? Not me! I saw my family along the shoot, flashed a smile and kept on running. I’d been racing to this point not just all day, but all year long!
Then I heard it, my name followed by “You’re an Ironman!” I did it! I finished the ironman the happiest I can ever remember feeling. I crossed the line a stronger, tougher, more confident and resourceful woman.